Life ain't Mundane!!..

"The clock strikes 3 in the morning my mind drowsed and I hit the sack but I find myself still awake, tossing and turning, thinking and thinking about the day that awaits, my mind is against me but my heart tells me to be strong to have faith and be vulnerable after all to FEEL is the key, it tells me that I'll eventually find my euphoric key"

There are reasons why people live on and face the mundane, and sometimes bleak hour of this thing we call life. You know there this thing that happens quite often, this thing where we'll be asked how we are and our instant response is "I'm okay."

Now sometimes its true but other times that I'm okay is covering up the thought that we have had restless nights in our life, breaking moments, worries on top of worries and we hate to say it that I'm okay.

We don't want to be put in this box into this label where we are known as sad and depressed person no one wants to be around , we'll fake a smile if we have to, laugh, be as friendly as possible and act like we know what the hell we're doing, may be if we pretend on those really bad days we'll start to feel like we're actually okay and we fake it until it feels real, we feel our heart beating, our chest moving and we know that we are alive. Sometimes we'll give a friendly wave but other times feel a horrible weight crushing us down, shaky hands and deep thoughts that remind us of all the things we fear, we question, wonder and try to avoid but hey "I'm okay."

The sun has come up and has given another day so we'll play...we'll play the part that's not really there, look joyful, full of eyes, look like someone that has world in their hands and then we'll say I'm okay and no one will see the hurricane that is slowly coming our way.

And I suddenly woke up my hands were shaking, my heart started beating even faster, I didn't move for an hour thinking that we have strength that runs deep in our soul and when things go terribly wrong in our lives we lose sight of that strength but the best way to keep going is to remember that, inside we'll always be strong knowing that we can walk forward and look to the future.


No matter how broken we are , on the outside our strength and soul remains whole. After all a grateful heart is a magnet for miracles and life ain't mundane it is joyful , embrace it !!..